immaturity

Recently, I've had the chance to be in afew immature instances. I wonder sometimes how someone who seems so smart, or so well groomed, would be lacking very much in the mental department. And by mental I do not mean sanity, but brains. Haven't we got 2 brains? Cs apparently some people only use 1. It's amazing how an issue so tiny can be blown up to life-sized proportion. And all it takes, really, is a darned pair of lips which just can't stop flapping.

Do not make me reach out for those lips. Because when I do.. You'll be watching yourself eat all of the word vomit you've managed.

You're causing me my name here and I will not let it go any further. Do not try to jeopardise the position that I am in now, it will not work. Don't drag me down with you.. pay for your OWN dues. I used to respect you. Now, I don't think you deserve even a tinge of it.To whom it may concern;Try shutting up sometime, I heard it's in.

P/s: I know you're reading. Grow up k? Thx.

touched

That made my Friday, just like that. Well actually meeting Love would've made my day, but something misfortunate happened on his side. Sorry baby, hope all's good. Anyways, Cikgu's just the sweetest person ever lah. It's weird how we've never stopped updating each other on our lives despite having such a huge age gap plus, not having met for what? 3-4 years now. We actually talk about everything and anything. And now that she's become protective over me, I find that really really sweet.

Meeting Fara later on to go get me some shoesssss. Leaving for KL tomorrow, 3 days aja. Kacang putih ah! Hahaha. Hope all of you are enjoying your Friday. Zee zou!

We've got to lead lives of our own. There is no point of me wanting you to be all mine when I have no right to that. Not yet, at least. We will have our own time by ourselves, we will spend time with our families, we will hang out with our friends.

You will have a life, and so will I.

There is no denying that I would want you around all the time, but it is not fair. And I won't force that unto you. So, neither will you. As long as we know where we stand in each other's lives, we will be fine. Hence, people, please keep your thoughts to yourself. Ali & I know what we want out of this r/s and we know how to get it. For certain, we don't need you poking your bloody noses into our affairs. Thanks for the concern, but no thanks.

Clumsy

Last week was a pretty long one. Seeing how things just cropped up one after another. Sometimes shit just happens and there's nothing else to do but swallow it down. No point rebelling cs that will just worsen the entire situation. Nonetheless I am very grateful I have people to turn to at the end of the day. And most of all, I'm grateful that August is finally here. The month where more changes will take place, but maybe that's just what I need exactly.

Change.

Maybe I'm too comfortable in my own skin now. I need something to spur me on. I need to move, I need my system to start generating new insights. I've been in the same pair of shoes for far too long now, I've become so predictable. I disgust myself. This is not who I am, who I was made to be. My canvas is fading, I need a dash of red, or maybe a splash of the colour spectrum.

Well lucky me then. Because tomorrow, I'm removing my braces.

warm whispers

AUGUST IS HERE, AUGUST IS HERE.

Currently looking forward to 3 things:

1) Removal of braces

2) KL weekend trip

3) For school to bloody start