Clumsy

Last week was a pretty long one. Seeing how things just cropped up one after another. Sometimes shit just happens and there's nothing else to do but swallow it down. No point rebelling cs that will just worsen the entire situation. Nonetheless I am very grateful I have people to turn to at the end of the day. And most of all, I'm grateful that August is finally here. The month where more changes will take place, but maybe that's just what I need exactly.

Change.

Maybe I'm too comfortable in my own skin now. I need something to spur me on. I need to move, I need my system to start generating new insights. I've been in the same pair of shoes for far too long now, I've become so predictable. I disgust myself. This is not who I am, who I was made to be. My canvas is fading, I need a dash of red, or maybe a splash of the colour spectrum.

Well lucky me then. Because tomorrow, I'm removing my braces.