From my head to my heart ♥

I don't know what's wrong with iMeem. Is that how it's spelt? Okay anyways, it's happening again. I can't sleep ): Slept at ten just now, in the end. I woke up at 2.30am. Sheesh, what's wrong with me. This is depressing.

I've been going out alot lately. No, not for fun. Tsktsk, I'd never do that. Hahahaha right. Whatever it is, I need clothes. Lots & lots & lots of them. Ideas anyone? Oh and, I can't fit into any size k thanks. I got many what? Dollfxce (aka "you can call me haszriah you know") can answer this with her eyes closed. Sorry lah makcik. I love to type dollfxce. Mcm cool. Sikit ah sikit.

Oh yesyesyes. Too many people are feeling low, for whatever reason. Come on people, *claps hands 3x very loudly* if you ain't gonna love yourself, who else will? I won't. Hahahahaha joking. What, suddenly you can't take a joke? Pfffffft. Anyways, yeah. Stop running yourself down over & over & over again. What's the bloody point! It's not as though everytime you remind yourself you don't look good, you will magically look good. In fact, everytime you think you look ugly, you're asking for God to make you ugly (I've never known the right word to replace doa). If you were fine all this time, why the sudden change? Not looking good in your old clothes or not fitting in it as well could mean 2 things. Your clothes shrunk or you just mengade only want to buy new clothes. If none of these 2 things is the reason then omg, you have a huge problem. You have the "I think I must go on diet" virus. However, everytime one has this virus - it backfires. It's pure evil I tell you. It makes you go on a binge, making you go allllll fat. Especially when you go on a diet while you feel depressed. Don't just suddenly change your whole lifestyle a whole 360degrees in 1 night. You might just die of shock. No I am not the best person for this whole motivational-let's-get-back-on-your-feet thingy, but it's horrible to hear your dear ones hating themselves for how they look. That's just insane okay! I will not tolerate anymore nonsense. Love yourself, because I ain't loving you. Hmph.

(Okay lah, I will still love you all. In fact, I will love you much much much more if you just shut up, live your life & suck it up *hide tummy abit lah* and get back to your old usual life. Unless you're eating 6times a day, 3-4plates of whatever it is you're eating at one time. Then totally ignore my post. You need real help. Heheheheheh. Remeber eh, mind over matter. You control your imagination, you control your mind. So yes, that said, peace!)

Goodnight sayangs.