Say what you want, I shan't snap back. I shall just absorb everything you say, allow myself to crumble bit by bit, feel everything within me fall apart & hear you say hooray. Really, I feel like I'm going to break down. It's coming it's coming.

I'm living in fear now. I have to prepare myself for the worst every morning because all that you've said has poisoned my mind. Grrrrrrrrrr. I really cannot wait for school to start. At least I'll be occupied & wouldn't have to spend the whole day thinking about whatever you would say.

I need someone to make me laugh. Like, "HAHA I AM ME AGAIN" laugh.

PS: No offence, but don't bother. The one who can do that, has "poof-ed" out of my life.

):):):

I need to stop ending my posts with 3 sad smilies.

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