hamesha

Meet Aishah;

The most beautiful girl I've ever met. She's that one person on whose face you can see the beauty of her soul. I pray the best for you, baby.

Always.

Love you!

pretence

40 kinds of sadness

Sometimes, it hurts to look back and see how truly flawed the people you love are. It does not hurt because you feel cheated, it hurts because you then realize that all this while, they have hidden it from you.

"The truth hurts"

I am still a firm believer of this saying.

tumble

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downfall

Your greatest flaw?

You bail.

When things get hard, you bail.

Drawing the line and watching it fall

Well I can't explain why it's not enough

'Cause I gave it all to you

And if you leave me now

Oh just leave me now

It's the better thing to do

Well it's time to surrender

It's too long pretending

There's no use in trying

When the pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh don't misunderstand how I feel

'Cause I've tried, yes I've tried

But still I don't know why

No I don't know why

I don't know why

Deb Caletti

"The loneliness you feel with another person, the wrong person, is the loneliest of all."

on repeat

I'd erase my thoughts if only I knew how
Fill my head with white noise
If it would drown you out, kill the sound

a waste of space

What right have you got to feel frustrated, really? I didn't even ask for you to stick around with me. I didn't even tell you to make me feel better. If truly you wanted to be there for me, you wouldn't have lamented. You wouldn't have grumbled. You wouldn't have made it seem like I'm being difficult. There are problems in my head that even I can't understand.. So who are you to tell me how I should feel/think? I don't get you.

You think you're all that great don't you? Thinking that you're helping me, thinking that I'm going to you every time something happens.. Haha. Shame on you sweetheart. I doubt you understand the meaning of sincerity then.

If really I was such a pain, leave. Leave. And no, I will not regret saying this. Because I didn't even tell you to fucking stay in the first place.

Pfft.

“Love is a temporary madness; it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being in love, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two.”

—	Louis de Bernieres

ah okay aku dah start bingit dah malas tau tak i dont know what you want already buat semua macam tak kena tanya tak nak jawab, tanya, selalu cakap happy je. kalau happy kenapa kau macam siak? ahhhh geram rimas penat. the 3 emotions yang selalu looming above my head.. i really need this. and now i know why i truly need this. because of you.

because.of.you.

Satin

I have a current obsession with the colour red as of late.

"Dark red is associated with vigor, willpower, rage, anger, leadership, courage, longing, malice, and wrath."

Haha. Took the words right out of my mouth.

inevitable

I'm afraid it's already happening. I'm used to you being away.. But that does not mean I love you any lesser, it just means I won't miss you as much anymore.

When those tears fall,

When the tears which are filled with regret and remorse,

When the raising of your hands doesn't mean you lose,

When you know just what is it you haven't been doing right....

When you know it's Him you've been missing.