Thursday, February 5, 2009

Thanks ya Farouq! ;)

Anyways. I did something today. Something which I have always wanted to do. Something I have always wanted to do to a particular someone. Honestly, I did not expect myself to ever have the guts to carry it out. But, because I felt like doing it just now. I did it. I really did it. And although I felt very very silly and wanted so badly for the ground to open up and swallow me whole, I thought to myself hey! I have always wanted to do it. And I did it. So why should I regret. Or why should I question my purpose on doing so? I wanted it. I did it. The end, right?

Besides.. they always say do what you want to. And not what you are told to do. As much as it did not turn out how I wanted it to, it is okay. Because now I can safely say that I did it. And if tomorrow never comes, I would have no regrets whatsoever. I would not ask myself, "Why oh why didn't I do it?"

So. 75% of me is saying, WOOHOO WAY TO GO. And the other 25% is still going ZOMG NATASHA, ZOMG.

Can't wait for Saturday. Bring it on baby!

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