Remember not too long ago I mentioned the gold Adidas watch? Yep.
It's mine now baby, all mine! Muahahaha. No I didn't buy it. Thanks to Kelvin K. Kyeremeh. Lovin' it. ♥

You were playing.
So now, my armour's back on.
No one's coming in.

(Yes, Imma come back to blogger. Wordpress abit unfriendly ah.)

I realise that I’m only updating after/during the weekends. Haha sorry ah, things only get exciting during the weekends for me. Spent the entire night out yesterday. Instead of sticking to my "stay home and watch Lord of The Rings on Channel 5" plan, I just had to give in to tempting invites. From Sembawang Park, to Mr Prata all the way @ Tampines, to Marina Barrage @ freaking 3am, to Tanjong Pagar Railway Station and then to Yishun Dam. If my weekends are going to always be this way, I am bound to be an owl in no time.

Dian, Muneer, Ridzuan, Ali and me. 5 people who are as noisy as 50. It’s almost a routine now. Meeting up, with no idea where to go, and what to do.. We’ll end up all over Singapore doing whatever we please. No we do not carry spray cans and vandalise places (though this sounds like a pretty snazzy idea) or wreak havoc at supermarkets. We seriously just sit and talk. Talk about whatever comes to mind. Even if it was just Chicken Franks we were thinking about. Although usually at an unearthly hour, I must say this meet ups’ getting pretty healthy. Laugh your freaking troubles away. Laugh it off.

We were singing to Firehouse at 6am in the morning, with the wind in our hair. Nothing could be as blissful, I assure you. Managed to catch the Sunrise too! Ok anyways, I cannot believe I got home only at 9am the next morning. Hehehe :P Go to my facebook for more pictures.

Yet another great weekend. Uncalled for, but worth the anxiety. Now, my back hurts like crap. Sigh.

I am not offended. Neither am I angry. I just am confused. Why can't you just accept me for who I am, for who I've become, and for what I'll be in the long run? If such a small transition affects you so damn much.. what if my life takes a complete turn in the future? Would you just decide to throw a bitch fit at me and hope I'll change not for the better, but for you. Who are you, seriously, who are you to disallow me to change?

And after all that ruckus you've made, you tell me you'll mind your own business next time. I mean.. God. What has happened?

Ergh.

Slumdog Millionaire, Bride Wars and The Reader. Hahahaha. Enjoying nampak, enjoying nampak. Bye ah.

I am very content with all that's around me now. Seriously, I have no complaints whatsoever. Alhamdulillah. Even the presentation turned out so much better than what I had had in mind for weeks.

Caught "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" with Matt, Raaj, Sathis & Ruben this afternoon. And although kinda draggy at some parts, it was definitely worth it. More of an intellectual movie. But it will surely touch you :)

Spent time home alone after that in the afternoon eating Maggi with sausages and cili padi. Took the last sip of the soup, and then the phone rang. Cousin called me up, asking me if I had wanted to join them crash at Kak Nana's house. I asked what the occasion was and she said, "Nana just bought a new flat screen tv. We're gonna go make a huge fuss and have fun." Hahaha random much? Found no reason to turn her down, so I asked for 10mins so that I could get ready. Glad I went ahead with the plan because I enjoyed myself, (and ate alot too) doing nothing at all. And shouting across one end of the living room to the other just to spite the other pair that's having their own conversation. Teaching them little monsters how to play free online games and watching Mamma Mia for the 5th or 6th time. We sang along to every song, got up and started dancing, till our voices went coarse.

Came home, got an overseas call. Thanks to my gut feeling I answered it cs if I didn't, I'd have missed out on a chance I'd have to wait another 6 days for. Thank you so much for calling. Like I've not had enough of a good day, you just had to make it better. Come back soon, please.

I love you all. I mean it.

This made me laugh for quite a while.

9) Kenapa anak babi tunduk bila jalan belakang mak dia?

- Sebab dia malu mak dia babi

HAHAHA.

Thanks ya Farouq! ;)

Anyways. I did something today. Something which I have always wanted to do. Something I have always wanted to do to a particular someone. Honestly, I did not expect myself to ever have the guts to carry it out. But, because I felt like doing it just now. I did it. I really did it. And although I felt very very silly and wanted so badly for the ground to open up and swallow me whole, I thought to myself hey! I have always wanted to do it. And I did it. So why should I regret. Or why should I question my purpose on doing so? I wanted it. I did it. The end, right?

Besides.. they always say do what you want to. And not what you are told to do. As much as it did not turn out how I wanted it to, it is okay. Because now I can safely say that I did it. And if tomorrow never comes, I would have no regrets whatsoever. I would not ask myself, "Why oh why didn't I do it?"

So. 75% of me is saying, WOOHOO WAY TO GO. And the other 25% is still going ZOMG NATASHA, ZOMG.

Can't wait for Saturday. Bring it on baby!

1) i have been drinking more water lately thanks to my pink bottle
2) i don't like how dry my hair is and how much it'll cost me if i bother gg for treatment
3) i have yet to watch the sunset like literally sit and talk cock and watch the sun set
4) i hate how boring the songs in my iPOD are now
5) did i mention that i don't like my hair
6) my bike has been stolen, 2nd time now
7) i really hope the person who stole gets into an accident while riding on my bike but lives and chooses to repent after that
8) when i look in the mirror, i see a fat blob
9) i feel like writing a letter
10) i should sit my butt down and start planning on what to say this saturday
11) my eyebrows are thick and i don't really give a damn well not yet at least
12) i can't wait for kakak's wedding actually although she's giving me lots of problems
13) will I ever get to see the Taj Mahal?
14) i've already bought cue cards for my presentation but they are still unwritten
15) i wish to meet eva mendez in person
16) i'm singing halo now i know i know the song's a little overrated
17) you can't play on broken strings, seriously
18) i want a pair of supras very badly
19) can't wait for my allowance *rubs hands tgt*
20) the truth hurts
21) i'm getting very very tired of playing pretend
22) let me hold you for the last time hahaha yes la im listening to furtado and morrison
23) ya la ya la i not pretty la ya la ya la
24) i'm drinking apple tea zzzyyyummmmm
25) i feel like going to the playground yey
26) i see trees of green and red roses too but they don't bloom for me and you :(
27) i see skies of blue and clouds of white the bright blessed day and the dark sacred night
28) it's a wonderful world because you exist
29) my family is so huge, that i actually have grandchildren and i'm 17
30) i'm off to fill up those damned cue cards

"Photographer must have feeling one."