I will finally have something to do. Like, for real. Finally huh?

Thank God.

I want. Buy for me leh. Please?

So I'm back. Bummer. I am back. I'm back to not having anything to do. I'm back to staring at these same 4 walls. I'm back to staring at my computer screen hoping for something exciting to happen. I'm back to waking up and not knowing what to do. I'm back to boring weekdays. I'm back to having too much free time on my hands that I'll just start fretting over how fat I am. I'm back. I want to join Don't Forget the Lyrics.

Kampung again. 4 days this time. Don't miss me too much while I'm gone. Mwah!

I almost got run down by a car today. And it happened twice, in within less than an hour. Boy, aren't I grateful I'm alive.

I'm never leaving home again!

I really hope what I'm doing to myself works out. Anyways, watched the inauguration last night, and believe it or not I stayed up all the way till it ended - 4am. Yep, I'm that much of a fan. The way Barrack Obama gives a speech just literally warms my heart. And when the crowd goes wild after he says a few sentences, makes me tear. Watching him reach for his wife (the First Lady) after every speech, makes me grin. I seriously hope he's able to practice what he's preached. We all need someone like him to change US. A country so influential, so powerful.

The Time Has Come.

Earlier today I mentioned in my personal message that I cannot stand people who make grammar mistakes. Especially when they blame it on carelessness. How can it be carelessness when it's as obvious as this:

"today when i walking to the school, there are this one boy with much hair that coloring is blonde."

Doesn't that entire sentence just send shivers down your spine and cause a gazillion question marks to appear in your brain? Zomg, I really cannot digest that kind of English. Mine is nowhere near perfect, I admit. But someone who types or speaks that way deserve to be smacked back to reality. This feeling is unexplainable. But it sure as hell upsets me. Hmph.

I swear if any guy sings me this song, I will melt like butter left in the open. And my stomach will suddenly be filled with butterflies that want to break free.

The short getaway to kampung was definitely a plus. Spending time around nature, cooking with the family, climbing trees, taking short naps, reading a book whilst on a swing, watching the clouds go by, stargazing till late, making random trips to random warung(s). I wouldn't dare ask for more. Putting aside the fact that I wished you were there with me. Wished that you were there whenever I heard something funny so that you could laugh along. Wished that you were around so I'd turn around to see you smile. Other than that, I am looking forward to the weekends, because then I'll get to lie under a million stars again, pick the brightest ones and keep them in my pocket just for you.


I am back World, I am back.

I am badly affected by what I just saw on CNN. I must have been asleep all this while to not know what actually has been going on in Gaza. Thinking it was just another "i threaten you you threaten me" kinda issue, I decided to not get involved in it mentally. However Dad made me watch the news just now and up till this moment I am furious.

Needless to say I totally despise the Israelis. And I am not afraid to say this because I know it's not something I've learnt culturally, but through the books, media and historically. What name have they left for themselves if not murderers?

I do admit I might not be the most educated on this particular event. But come on! Even if you were illiterate, you'd know that all they need is a whooping dose of karma. And as a firm believer of karma, I will pray 5 times a day, asking God for what is rightfully ours to be ours, and to give them what they rightfully deserve.

As a Muslim, one that is not yet fully developed, one who is ashamed of her faith in her own religion, one who is still learning, I know that we are nothing close to violent. What's violent, is the hatred we have been keeping within us for years. For years of being stepped on, for years of misjudgement, and for years of being mistreated. We all have limits.

This is not the end. Palestin will win, Insya Allah.

حرروا غزة

I am finally feeling better after 3 days of fever. Alhamdulillah.

My friend asked me a question earlier today, asking me if I thought she looked too mature for her age. And I asked her why the sudden want, to know. She told me it's because someone had passed a comment, telling her that she looked way too old for her actual age. Then it was clear to me.

In life, no matter what people say, or what whoever tells you. It's totally out of their opinion. They might have the intention of hurting you, or they might just want to inform you - "As a matter of a fact" kinda thing. Whatever it is, bear in mind that we are 1. We were not created to please everyone. We were not created to be everyone's eye candy. Of course some people might think you look horrible. But, some people might think otherwise.

So my point is. Stop trying to please everyone you meet. Because in the end, you might just lose yourself.

Ps: I am going to take this one step at a time because I am not ready to fall.

I haven't been this sick in a very very long time. This stinks.

I had a superb weekend. Thank you to all 11 of you.

Because I've been so free and unoccupied, my brain began coming up with a whole list of what I should do before I age tremendously.

1) Visit Cairo, Egypt and witness the Pyramids of Giza
2) Visit Versailles
3) Visit Taj Mahal, lest they actually do decide to close it down :(
4) Visit Maldives with _______. (my brain left that part for the emotive side of me to fill up lol)
5) Learn Hindi
6) Learn Spanish
7) Visit Bali, India and Italy in a matter of 12 months (4months per each country zomg fun fun)
8) Be the only one to follow Dad's footsteps and join teaching :S

I just realised that I love travelling. And having being brought up in an environment where everyone is a chameleon, I think I enjoy adventures. Also, because I am so bored right now from not doing anything.. I have come to a conclusion that I cannot live without challenges. I always want to be on the move. Because I get really restless once I am TOO free. It's times like these that I discover myself over, and over again.

Kampung tomorrow. Finally! Something to do, somewhere to go.

We've run out of words, haven't we?

I am officially bored to tears. All I've been doing is logging in to FaceBook and checking up on my Chumchum in Pet Society. Just for your information, I think Chumchum is the cutest pet ever. :)

I need a job. Someone, anyone, help me?

I told you I wasn't feeling it. So much so I haven't done anything fun in this whole week. My 2009 started out wrong man. And I feel that it's so unfair because I was quite excited about '09. Seeing the fact that there'll be many things happening. Anyways, I've been so free that I decided to come up with a list of what I want in '09. Some might be utterly ridiculous or it might just not make sense. But who in the world cares.

1) I want to travel
2) Complete my graduation project, presentation and all
3) Move on to advanced dip
4) Spend less, save more (this is such a joke)
5) Eat less, lose more kgs (this is an even bigger joke)
6) Work
7) Get a nephew (this one cheap thrill because i am ardy getting one)
8) Get a brother in law (ni pun sama)
9) Go for Jason Mraz's concert

I've run out of things to say. See, what a boring mind I own now. Tsk I need help.

I don't know what's wrong with me. But I ain't feelin it. At all.

I am back :)

Too much to say right now. What's important, though:

It's a new year, let's not soil the cloth.

It's a new year, concentrate on what is and not on what was.

It's a new year, kick the bad habits. Try at least.

It's a new year, don't just make resolutions, reach them.

Last but not least, wishing dearest Farah Hanis a happy birthday. The babiest of my best gfs, eh? ;)

Updates on the KL trip soon. I am literally snoozing. Ciao!