I am actually honestly, very very tired. I am tired of turning people down. Males, in this case. No I am not admitting fame or shit like that. It's just that I feel it's about time people know I have feelings too. Seriously. What dyou take me as? An easy catch? Please, spare me a thought. When I turn you down, I hurt too. It hurts me as a person, as a girl. Don't try drowning me with guilt because I don't deserve it. Do not think you can come showering me with sugar coated phrases and expect me to fall in your arms. It takes more than that. It takes effort, it takes honesty, and it takes time.

Time time time!

Why the hell are all of you rushing me as though I'll just suffocate, self-destruct and die without an other half? I am happy the way I am. I might have problems but if you think I am going to need a "man" to solve them, then I wouldn't want your help/opinion. Seriously. Think! Geeez.