


Something tells me this won't be the last entry which is Hari Raya related. I thought Hari Raya this year would be laid back and ultimately subtle, but I guess I thought wrong. Haha. Activities have been lining up, and my smiles have been getting wider. But my gut feeling tells me it is all coming to an abrupt halt soon. What sucks most - my gut feeling is never wrong.
I live for the moment, but I know I'm not supposed to. I so need to sit my butt down and start on the assignments. Modules this term are more complicating & mind boggling (so I tell myself). Either ways, whatever happened in the previous weeks has been long forgotten. What is Hari Raya without forgiving and forgetting, eh? :)
It's raining cats & frogs outside but I'm listening to Sunrise by Norah Jones. The contradiction. As much as I want to forego all of the fun, I can't. I miss out on so much everytime I intentionally isolate myself from everyone & everything. To the extent that I eat, breathe, and live school. And I began to believe that, that was as good as it was ever going to get. Don't you just hate it when even your imagination, your only door to fantasy, gives up on you? Pfft. I can't stand it.
Yesterday was spent waiting and travelling. Stinks, but it was more or less worth it. I was the only girl through out. Pressurizing. Lol. Movie in awhile with cousin. For now, I shall just live my life as it comes. Love you all. ♥
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