I always thought pins & needles was something I could wash off. Because I remember I used to rush to the toilet everytime I felt it last time. Since it's called "semut-semut" in malay. If translated directly, it means "ants-ants". Hahaha I know it doesn't make sense in the re-telling. But since it was ants, (i thought it was literal) water would kill them all, right? No? Man was I stupid. Then again I was a child. An adorable, irresistable one at that. HAHA GAG ALREADY! But really, cut me some slack. Nonetheless, I found out that it can't be washed off the hard way. It'd hurt even more. Okay that was sure as hell random.

It's 4:50am right now. It's the morning of Hari Raya. And I am not asleep. I shouldn't have slept on the couch with my feet hanging out. I should have curled up comfortably on my bed. The weather is too nice to miss! I still am contemplating whether or not I should try to sleep. I'd have to wake up in a while anyways for subuh. And then for solat raya. But I know I'd be sleepy tomorrow, and then I'd be cranky. Tsk.

Ps: say something already, you're beginning to make me worry. but now that we've come this far, i'll hold on.

"What if you're making me

All that I was meant to be

What if our love never went away

What if it's lost behind

Words we could never find

Baby before its too late

What about now?"