I've not been in the best of moods lately. And no, it's not that time of the month. I don't know, it must be the SBS classes we've been having. Either that, or it's just how I've realised that a majority of people around me are very very ignorant. I don't know if I expect too much or they give too little. However, my gut feeling tells me it's the latter. I guess I must have come out to appear to people to be the "strong, problem-less" one. Even if that was true, would a simple "how are you" really hurt?
I am not deprived of love, attention or what have you. I have those coming from all sides. Just probably not from the right group of people. Sad, I must admit.
Then again, with so much that's been happening and will be happening, I guess this is all meant to be. A blessing in disguise, even. Because I will be too occupied to continuously listen out or comfort every single one who comes to me with problems. I need to be selfish once in a while.
In fact, I am sure more than 5 people who read this will think I'm talking about him/her. Well dear, I'm not. Because apparently, the world does not revolve around you alone. Call it coincidence. Or sheer ignorance on my part. Pfft.
3 places to be at tomorrow. Obviously I know where I want to be at. Hancock with them cousins. Why? Simple. Family always comes first. Not peers, not now. Doesn't seem to be worthy of my time. Hah.
Gosh. How I love being egotistical. ♥
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