
You will be given a great deal of power today, although you might not realize it at first. The amount of attention you are getting from others is about to increase greatly -- are you prepared for being in the spotlight a lot more often? Make sure you look your best, and be ready to answer questions. At first, this situation might make you nervous. But once you get going, there will be no stopping you! You were born to be a leader, so enjoy your birthright.
Well, I'm waiting. Where's the attention? I've been feeling very horrible about myself lately. Horrible in a sense that I feel small. I feel like I'm no one. Worse, I have no idea what I have to do to BE someone. I don't know what I want to do after my diploma. Yes, hopefully I'll go on to advanced & degree. But what happens after? Suddenly everything is a blur. I hate this feeling. I hate the feeling of uncertainty & for once, I DO NOT want to be surprised by the outcome. Actions I've allowed myself to indulge in recently has gotten me nowhere.
I feel horrible about how I look, this is getting worse by the minute. And no, I don't need assurance. Cs I've gotten more than I've hoped for. I need myself to feel good. I need myself to realise that "this is as good as it's gonna get" & that's how it will be for a long long while. Please God. Show me what I'm breathing for, show me how much I'm being ungrateful for what you've given is more than I should actually ask for. Show me, guide me.
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