It's now 12:46am, Sunday. Yes it's Mother's Day.

I don't care if my sentences are gramatically unsound or if I mispell anything in the next few lines. I am pissed, I am boiling.

Here I am. Struggling to adapt with 3 people at home. Being the only child is well, no freaking child's play. I am the youngest, but hell no. I am not pampered. I am the youngest but no, I'm not always under the limelight. Okay fine. Let's cut to the chase. I have had already planned something for Mother's day so I called my brother (who apparently moved out a few months back and doesn't call home to tanya khabar unless mum invites him for dinner) and asked him what were his plans. Seeing that he's the eldest and supposedly the wisest, he should have called ME first. Because excuse me I'm not working, I'm having my exams and he should have just had the foooooooking initiative. That aside, he said he didn't have any plans. So I proposed an idea, and without hesitation he turned me down. He was rude, almost tremendously obnoxious. Fine, I thought. I'll just carry out what I had planned initially and say that we were all in it together. Yes, I'm nice like that. So like, I was still puzzled. Cs for one, he didn't have any plans. And two, like kite tinggal due beradik only okay. And if I don't carry it out with him, who else have I got? I was very disappointed ardy. Oh I had ardy asked my sister to call mum so we can conference (like the 3 of us) when it turned 12am or something. I have tears in my eyes can you believe it, tears! Okay now. My brother couldn't care less. My sister was my only hope.

I texted her to tell her that we'll be home in awhile and that she can call. She agreed. So when we reached home, I texted her again. She said she couldn't call. But mum was ardy gg to bed. I was in a dilemma okay. I tried keeping mum awake but she's really shagged. So I waited for sis to call me at least. So I can use my phone and put us both on loudspeaker. I waited for say 30minutes. And guess what? She called dad's phone.

SHE CALLED MY FATHERS PHONE DAMMIT. SHE LEFT ME OUT OF IT. DESPITE THE AGREEMENT WE MADE. HA OKAY IM CRYING. I AM FREAKING CRYING. I AM VERY PISSED FOR THE SOLE REASON THAT NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HELPED ME IN THIS. DON'T THEY KNOW HOW HARD I'M TRYING TO ADAPT? DON'T THEY HAVE THE HEART TO AT LEAST FAKE SINCERITY? SHIT MAN. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D CRY OVER THIS. BUT I AM. I GUESS I'M THE ONLY ONE WITH A HEART AFTERALL. SO NOW, I AM THE ONLY CHILD, WHO HASN'T WISHED HER. IMAGINE WHAT KIND OF IMPRESSION I'VE GIVEN IBU. HER SON WHO ISN'T LIVING WITH HER WISHED HER. HER DAUGHTER FROM ANOTHER PLANET WISHED HER. AND I, THE ONE WHO LIVES WITH HER, THE ONE WHO IS NO MORE THAN 10M AWAY FROM HER. HAS NOT. HOW DO I FEEL? I FEEL BAD. I FEEL HORRRRRRIBLE. SHIT I'M ANGRY. YEA MAN RIGHT ON THIS IS ANGER. BYE AH.