To You:

I don't think you will read this, but in the instance that you do - I need you to dig deep & think about what I have got to say. This whole situation is beautiful, no doubt. But how real is it? It was never confirmed nor conformed. I don't blame it on you though, because it is still too early to judge. However, the things you do too, are never deep-rooted. I seriously don't think that I'm taking things too seriously. But neither am I going to allow myself to take things too lightly either. What you say, and what you do are worlds apart. And, as much as I want to plant every ounce of belief within me, in you, I can't. I simply can't, because nothing is set. I don't even know if your mind is made up. I just need a signal. Show me something, tell me something. Anything to prevent a futile mission. What I tell you, and what you tell me. I don't feel that we're at the same degree of ardency.

Nonetheless, I have not abused the 4letter word (the one tt starts with an L) during this whole time. I am very proud of myself for that. Anyways, the picture above. I look strange. I wonder why my lips are always red (I swear I don't use lipstick) and why I always look so bloody flustered.

A very very very busy week ahead ):

Kisses to all ♥