I don't think I will post anything like that (referring to previous entry) again. It somewhat signifies desperation and brings out the blabbermouths in most. Haaaaaaha. I guess it was truly because it made me smile. Nothing more, nothing less. Pfft, the ever so archetypal behaviour never fails to amuse me.

Nonetheless, I am dead-beat. Like, I feel as though everytime my heart beats, exhaustion surges through my body. Tsk. Monday Blues, maybe. 3 new subjects. I don't really like PYeo. The way she always tries to simplify (very obviously) everything, implies that she thinks we're from planet stupid or something. Irritates me a hell lot okay. I think Econs rocks socks! :D Finally, something apart from the Siregar syndrome. Ha lol.

"..that's too good to be true already. Like I actually do deserve to have you as my bestfriend. I know many others want you *winkwink*. But uhuh, too bad. And I am very happy that I wasn't discouraged when you ignored me the first time I talked to you. I love you all the wayyyyy!"

Cikalaka piya piya, I miss my best frienddd /: You?

A good day, yet again. Alhamdulillah. I am hoping that this goes on forever. This feeling of contentment, satisfaction and being occupied.

Met Syuhadah & Fathin this morning for brunch. And then Fathin went home. Syu followed me for my dental appointment. Anyways, something happened while waiting for my number to be called. There was a girl (same age I presume) who came out running of the doctor's room crying. Almost wailing. My heart started beating faster siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Hahahahahaha. Okay, I'm loving the new colour of my braces. Huahuahua. Met up with Haszirah, Aizzul & Baby (his youngest sister I forgot her name) @ Starbucks. Yes, AGAIN. Drank what I had to drink, and went off. Pictures!

I know I look horrible. But whatever. Okay I am in pain. No thanks to Dr Wee. Till then! ♥

I am a very happy goober today. It's been so long since I've had this amount of fun. Not rollercoaster fun. But, heartwarming, pure fun. Huahua. Makes me feel whole, you know? :) For one. I am happy that I made 3 new friends today. I love the way school is making me more confident (sikit ah sikit) & well, I am very happy that I still am disciplined. Hahahahaha. No offence to 0844A, but hey. If you were to look at all of my classmates, you'd wonder what I got myself into. Hehehe, love you guys still! Oh but, lately, school has been a pain. No thanks to so many people. Pfft.

(Something bad happened to my voice. I can't even sing and sound good. I used to be as good as Mariah Carey you know)

Anyways, I want to thank quite a few people for putting manymany smiles on my face today.

1) Haszirah

2) Azza

3) Zafirah

4) Farah

5) Ariff
6) Haszriah

7) Afnidah aka Fifi

8) shoot i forgot her name. ariff likes her though. hahahahaha!

I only planned to meet Haszirah. In the end, I managed to meet up with so many others. I missed everyone lah. It was as though we rented Starbucks for the evening. The best way to catch up, is for it to be abrupt. Trust me. Pichas now!

Going to NDC tmr. Finally lah! I want to be happy all day again. Anyways, I think I look like a fat pig. Shoot. Love you allllll who made my day. Xoxoxoxoxoxo ♥

The things I would do for people.
The things people wouldn't do for me.
Perplexity?
No.
Ignorance.

Really you know. Sometimes I wonder why I have to be soft & squishy on the inside. I'd rather be soft & squishy on the outside but as strong as a rock inside ): It's sad, so sad. It's a sad sad situation. And it's getting more and more absurb. Ooooh~

Yesterday was a bore. A huge bore. Simply because I knew that I'm going to be alone for the next 2+ weeks without sis around. Grrrrr. She better get me a cow from Cochin and a camel from Bahrain. Nonetheless, 2 people made my day yesterday. Haszirah & Sharizan. Heehee. Unlikely? Probably. But it happened. So much in common, so little bashfulness. HA. Well for starters, Sha thinks I'm a disgrace to the Indians. Hahahaha because I don't crave for their cuisine. Because I'd choose nasi goreng over thosai anytime. Because I don't like rasem. Oh and Haszirah is my bf now. Are we supposed to make it official, you? Ehem.

It's raining cats & dogs now. Why oh whyyyyy. Rain rain go away I want to eat satay! Okay bluff. I don't even like satay. I don't okay. I JUST DON'T. Sheesh. Why do you have to be such a pain. Tsk *rolls eyes* I don't know who I'm talking to so shake it off. I have a bump on my head. And it hurts alot. I didn't hit or walk into something. Everytime I touch it, I remember the documentary of the woman who faced the same thing. She went to the doctor and found a maggot inside. *screams like crazy* I told bestfriend about it and guess what. Aishah is not interestedddddddddddddddddd. Hahahaha.

I'm gna study now. Ciao.

Go the whole wide world, Just to find me.

Shoot. The feeling is back. It's back to get me! I hate feeling like this. I don't really know what's there to freak out about, but I am. I'm freaking out big time. Okay, let's just hope this is caused by the excessive mugging. Grr ):<

I have exactly 5 more days till the first paper. I don't know, I could make it or break it altogether. Please Mr Soh, have mercy on us people. We could hardly hear you during lectures. No thanks to your weak mic. It bugs me till today why you don't charge it enough before lessons.

The paper on Thursday, I don't think I'll get anywhere close to acing it. Not like I'm super confident for FMT, I just am more certain & assured. Ha. I am extra exhausted today. Mentally & phsyically exhausted.

Oh yes, and you. I don't like you. And I think you're just frantic. So go, get your facts right. And GET A LIFE. Thanks, bye.

(ini namanya hiatus hangat-hangat tahi ayam)

It's only Tuesday. Exactly 1 week from now and I'll be sitting for my first paper. But, I want Friday to come quick. I need money!!! Tsk. Nonetheless, I sure know how to waste precious time. Been webcamming with people after so long. Managed to find the installation CD in my drawer. Amazing, that I must include.






Thanks to Haszirah, Farah, Azmi, Kakak & Masli for helping me waste time. Hahahahaha okay no. I brought it upon myself.

New discovery:
I am a fat pig ):

Weather has been realllllly predictable nowadays. Going home has been a huge hassle too ): Anyways, quite alot has been happening. Can't really be bothered to update lah actually. Lol. I don't find the reason to, not at the moment at least. However, I shall just update now to pronounce my upcoming hiatus.

Exams are coming people, exams. (When was the last time YOU thought about exams?)

Mugged till 8am yesterday. Without best friend's company. Because apparently, she fell for the spell binding echoes her bed gave out. Grrrrrr. You owe me lah, period. By the way, I think I won't do well for Comm Skills. It's just so, errrrr, capricious? Ya, something like that. I foresee more frequent anxiety attacks by Tuesday, latest.

I think I am at an advantage because everyone I'm close to are people who wants to study. Hahahahaha. As in, my best girls are in JC/Poly and all. That requires loads of hardwork, correct? Lol. At least I'll always be spurred on to study when I look around me. Not literally, cs otherwise I'll just see my bed, cupboard, and my bed again.

Let's just summarise all that's happened lah k. 1) Met Yana Banana on I forgot what day, and got cheated. So we went to town instead. Yes, in the very heavy rain. (the umbrella has been my bestfriend these past few days, hence the bg) Went to famous amos, paper people and McCafe. I think that was the only part of the day Yana liked. Hahahahahaha. Because otherwise, our arms were interlocked, sharing an umbrella. Dull much? Heh. Sorry Yana. 2) The day after, met Nur Syuhadah Bte Muzakir. Yes, after 5649848years. Went to settle some admin matters for her admission in April. The trip, in the rain, turned out to be wasted. Syu, you know I know. Actually it's no secret. I just am too lazy to type about it. Besides, I did say summarise. 3) The following day, met Ameera ♥ And, due to the rain (yet again), I was late. I am never late okay. I always try to be punctual. Promise. Had some man staring at me throughout the whole journey like I had a bug on my face. I was plotting an evil plan in my little brain to hit him in his shin just before I alight at Sembawang. However, he alighted before I did. Grrrrr, it was his lucky day. Finally met up with Ameera, passed her the present, (I do apologise if it's way below what you expected. See, I'm broke. Hahahaha, I really am. Sorry) I am glad we can get along though. Hahahahaha okay enough.

I told myself I had max 40minutes to type this entry out. Now, look what happened.

Okay I'm finishing. Went to watch The Spiderwick Chronicles today. Was like a cousin gathering thingy. Cousin got free tix for everyone. Wonderful right! Yes, I'm cheap like that. Go catch the show, it's quite good :) I'm thinking of having a movie marathon soon. Step Up 2 (only cs I heard it's good), 10 000 BC and one more movie. I need a partner. Someone, anyone?

Nope, no pictures this time round.

Study week. So, one week no updates. Okay thanks bye.

"I CANNOT STAND THE WAY YOU TEASE!"

I think I'm deeply in like with Danny Noriega. I know it's just super twisted since he's gay. Hahahahaha. But really, I like his girly moves most! :):) Heh. FMT test earlier today. Alhamdulillah I managed to answer every question. Looks like my late nights & eyebuckets will pay off. (Hehe, InsyaAllah) But this is only one of them lo -.-" More, much more to come.

Anyways, issues. I have issues. Financial issues. I so need money lah ): Really, I ain't got nothing to spend. I don't even carry my wallet around anymore! I don't find the need for a wallet. All I have is like what, 2 & 5 dollar notes. Who needs a wallet for that?! Tsk. Sinda has yet to transfer my pay. I should get a good $___ (I can't tell you else you might rob me) in 11 days. FREAKING ELEVEN DAYS!!!! How many more outings do I have to turn down man? I am so deprived. Anyhoo, soccer match tomorrow. Sad bestfriend can't watch me play. Boooooooooooo. See, when I'm miserable, I really am. I'm always at the end of each continuum. Grrrr.

I can't wait for Friday. Kan Masleena Mustaffa? Hahahaha macam faham. Okay lah mugging time. Byebye.

IMAGE HEAVY!

Did a few things yesterday. Woke up really early, started studying like my life depended on tomorrow's test. Okay, that's kinda true lah actually. Anyways, left home around 5pm with sister to return our overdued dvds. LOL. VideoEzy ain't so easy cs it's far ): Borrowed Lord of The Rings - The Return of The King. If anyone of you who are reading this haven't watched it yet, go hurt yourself. Else I'll do it for you. Getting scared, right? GOOD D:<

Right. Since my "I SCREAM FOR ICE-CREAM" stance yesterday was so overwhelming, we did have ice-cream. Got my cornetto. Which had a cone that tasted like the bark of a tree. Nonetheless, I was enjoying every moment of it because, the last time I had ice-cream was when I had no braces on. How deprived am I? Since sis paid for the dvd, I paid for the ice-cream. Eleh, $3.20 only. HAHAHA. Okay so we were taking our own sweet time walking home, when we received a call from dad. He told us they (mum & dad) were going to Aunt's place. That was the initial plan. We just took too long to move. Happens all the time. So we walked even slower, refusing to let any cyclists pass us. Because they aren't even supposed to be on the pavement. Did you guys know that? Cyclists, even those apeks, are supposed to cycle on the road :) So don't bother giving way. But when you get hit then don't blame me. Hehehehe whatttttt?

Walked walked walked, quite a distance lah. Not really, but let's just stick to amplification. By the time we got there, we were thirsty. I started calling sis a camel, and she started acting all weird. Yes, like a camel. We are such retards, we admit. Got green tea and went up. Thank God DINA ADRIANNA was at Aunts'. Hehehehehe. I've always called that baby TEET-TOT. Don't ask me why. I think it's cs of her button nose. Shall upload pictures later. We spent 4 hours there, even bhaiya & kak (bro &sisinlaw) came along. Talk talk talk. Nonsense lah. Started talking about Mas Selamat ykno -.-" How this bangla who came to Singapore for treatment was mistaken for Mas Selamat. Poor thing lah that man. He didn't have the slightest idea. I think this issue is overrated. You? Like, he didn't even do anything wrong. Didn't even retaliate man? Let him go already. (will I be arrested for saying this? SHOOT)

Left aunts' place, and they were hungry. Madness. The food took years to come, hence the ugly pictures :D:D:D:D Got home around 11.30. Changed & all, got comfortable and watched LOTR. My brain so deserves it after 1 whole week of mugging. Grrrrrrrrrr. It was good. By the way, all Lord of The Rings shows are 3 hours ^^ Imma have a trilogy soon. Meaning 9 hours. Any takers? Else I'll just drag bestfriend along. Eh Aishah? Hahahahahahahahahaha love you ♥

Finally, I've done something to that awful teal skin. Not like this is better, I'll just assume that it'll not hurt your eyes so much. Anyways! I've actually been wanting to update about millions of things. I don't know why, I think Mass Comm has taught me to talk about everything under the Sun. It's not a good thing really. I can go on & on & on. Yes, I used to do that last time. But it's worse now. I'm a machine. I am legend alive. *screams*

In a few moments, mum will be screaming my name. In a few moments, I'll have to rush to the balcony to mengaji. Hahahah. My dad's alarm clock has been ringing & he has been snoozing. The laziness in a man's body amounts to about 5 gallons. (it's not a fact) I'm just waiting to be called. I don't want to start typing about super interesting things and then being interrupted shortly after. Hmm. *clock continues to tick* Ah heck, I'm starting. Here goes.

Mr Siregar's lessons have been a pain in my eyeballs. A short, sharp pain. HAHA sensodyne ad. Okay, he doesn't use the book. So it's like, you either listen or you fail. I didn't do the first option, so yes. We all know what's coming. I can't help it, really. How can one listen attentively for a straight 2hours40minutes? (break is 2omins) Besides, information decomposition happens at a very fast rate & abruptly. I'm having a huge FMT test on Monday. I have to write 5 essays in say, 1 hour. Not funny lah? I'm freaking out big time. I keep having to slap myself to stay awake when I memorise FMT's facts. Very frustrating. I'm so screwed ):

Durga me, Masleena cupcake (HAHAH!)

Shobana me, Rueban Rubean banana.

I'm missing Masleena Mustaffa & Rueban Rubean. LOL. I'm always mispelling his name, really. It's either I spell it as Ruben (as in Ruben Studdard) or Rubean (mcm red bean kan?). He hates me for that, but who cares. They call me Nat (as in NET) when it's supposed to be pronounced as Nut. Oh oh oh, mum's calling.

*poof*

Okay backkkkkk. You know what! I actually have a video of Brinda being all weird. I want to post it so very badly but I don't dare. Might get sued if her friends/family or she herself finds out. Shoooot! How? I can't help this feeeling. Hahahaha okay shush. I'll do something about it and let yall watch it. Hehehehe. I've decoded the huge message by the way.

After a few days of indepth analysis & after writing my 1000word thesis, (damn short la the thesis -.-"), I now know for sure how Brinda communicates. And this is for EVERY occasion. I shall give you some examples.

When she's:

Calm

*snaps fingers* WHASSUP NETASHAAA! *snaps fingers* *shakes hands vigourously* *begins to dance*

Angry

*tamil vulgarity* STOPPIT STUPID STOPPIT STOPPIT! *tamil vulgarity along with the 4letter word*

Happy

*listens to iPOD & dances like mad*

Something else happened today. She was using her lap top & watching YouTube (really loudly) in the middle of Comm Skills. So this other Ruben guy, not the one above, raised his hand up high and said, "Sir, I think her songs are getting to the class." And then he turned to Brinda and said, "YOU THINK THIS ONE YOUR FATHER'S SCHOOL IS IT?" So Brinda said, "YES IT IS. GOT A PROBLEM? *snaps fingers*" Ruben, being the gentleman that he never was said, "THEN GO PASTE HIS FACE IN THE OFFICE LAH!" Funny, to a certain extent. But it annoyed me big time. He was louder than her songs. Hahahaha. Super unprofessional. She was listening to Rihanna - If it's lovin' that you want. So I was not very bothered by it. HA.

My class is weird. My eyebags are showing. My back hurts. My tummy aches. My brain needs more space. My clothes are getting boring. My life is the way it used to be.

CAN I GET A WHOOP WHOOP!

Sorry. Been rrrrrrreally occupied lately. Written assignments, designing advertisements, and the list goes on. I've so been bombarded with tests lah. I'm freaking out cs I'm afraid I won't make it -.-" I'll kill myself I get "at least 50 lah". Omggggggg. Due to all the frustration & pressure from all sides also, I'm missing the patience gene. Temperamental much? You bet. (It's that time of the month too)

Also, I'm broke. Adult fare sucks big time. Although I'm still amused over the fact that my canteen sells cheap drinks. The aunty rocks my socks. However, my back hurts now. Due to the long train rides to & fro, sometimes having to go even further especially on tuition days. Shoot. Now my back is killing me ):

When I'm miserable, I'm VERY miserable. Pfft.

Ps: Spongebob files, braces, the walking jukebox and a Woodlander. A match made in heaven? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

No more updates till I get back on my feet. Love you balls. Sorry, felt like it.

Something happened to my original template ): So till I have the mood to create another pitiable skin for myself, feast your eyes on this pale one. Anyways! I doubt anyone's gna continue reading after seeing the picture above. Hehehehehe. We were bored & it was a Saturday night. Do the matematik. Lol. We needed entertainment, period.

For those of you who are avid readers of this sorry blog of mine, remember Brinda? Yes, the girl from planet Weirdus. (like Uranus like that lah) Ya! She made a huge scene in class today okayyyyyy. I have so many things to say whenever I think about her. She's one crazy person. I don't mean to be rude or anything. Like, I'll feel really bad if I finally find out that she's genuinely unsound. But come on lah. Behave like a girl will you. Besides, if she really had a condition, she wouldn't be in school, right? And like I said, she was fine the first few days. Okay here's what happened.

I was almost late, so I bumped into Masli on the way. We went to class together and walked past Brinda (the girl from Weirdus). She blocked my way, grabbed my arm and said this, "Stop stop stop! I want to ask you something. *tugging on my shirt* Where did you get this?!" She was somewhat loud k. Knowing that she's weird, my heart began to beat at a higher rate. Silly you might say, but yeah. Her eyes are hypnotising, her nose is crooked and I know for sure that in her bag, she keeps a huge cauldron and fingers from her previous classmates (HAHAHA). She repeated her question so I quickly said, "Oh, from some random blogshop." Then she said, "WHERE YOU BUY?" I repeated my answer but with a very irritated sounding LAH at the back. Then she said, "*says something vulgar in tamil* What blogshop?" I said, "A BLOGSHOP LAH. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY RMB?!" I was already peeved because her grab was getting stronger, she was wasting my time, she was stretching my shirt and fine. I didn't like her one bit. Then she mumbled another vulgarity and let go. I was like, Pantat kau lah. Hahahahahaha. Masli was also shocked k. But she was not spared either. Hahahah she was next. Damn weird kan this Brinda girl.

K then, had a test again. I was having so much fun lah with Masli Shoba Ruben Durga Felicia. Tell me about racial harmony. Hahaha. Oh, I'm the Eurasian one in the group. HAHAH! The whole class thinks I'm eurasian. Jangan main-main eh, I will curi oil from Singapore one day. Okay, so we had our break. All six of us walked out, only to find Brinda outside. Hahaha Masli & me were like, Shooooot stay away. Brinda grabbed Durga and behaved super cinematically. She had a measuring tape in hand and said, "I need your help. I need to measure you for something" LOL. Durga was like, "Nonono. No need. For what?! I want to go smoke" Brinda turned hysterical OKAY. She pinned Durga against the wall and was like "please lah pleasee.....awhile only. i need to do self-analysis lah (THEN MEASURE YOURSELF LAH SLENGE) oh you go away go away, really. go away" She was asking Shoba to go away since Shoba was hanging on to Durga. LOL. They began tugging & pushing and Brinda began shouting. DRAMA KELING SIOT. Then kan, Brinda & Shoba went to smoke. Ruben Masli & Me were waiting lah. Brinda followed them & were still pestering Durga. Durga got so pissed that she said, "F*CK OFF LAH" I was laughing like crazy. I don't know why. It seemed like a really disfunctional skit. Oh and this part, Brinda gave up and shouted this "YOU BITCHES WONT GO FAR IN LIFE. GO AND DIE LAH GO AND DIE." Then she walked off, pushing Ruben & me aside. And all I could say was, Pantat kau lah. Irritating okay this girl.

Happy Feb 29th! The rest of the day was mundane. I'm starting to love my classmates. Yayy! ♥

tuve gusto de ti el minuto que te vi en el primer día de escuela. tuve gusto de ti la noche que soñaba sobre ti nothings dulces susurrantes en mi oído. tuve gusto de ti el minuto que me dijiste tu nombre. tuve gusto de ti el minuto que sonreiste, exponiendo tus apoyos del mismo modo que. tuve gusto de ti el minuto que dijiste el " juguemos el soccer" Tengo gusto de ti, querido.