I was there for you through thick & thin. So why can't you do the same? I was there for you all the time, even at 3am. So why can't you do the same? I have never groaned or whined when you needed someone to talk to (which was pretty much all the time). So why can't you do the same? I did not leave you in the lurch when you were in trouble. So why can't you do the same?

I'm wondering how someone has the heart to watch someone whom they claim to love & care for drown in his/her own mistakes. This will not apply to me ONLY. I am sure that if you're doing this to me, you'd have done it to your other friends out there. Yes, call me a baby if you must. At least I have basic courtesy. Pfft.

And you call yourself a friend.
Shame on you!

Grrrrrrrrrrr. I'm literally seething with anger.

Anyways! That aside. It's 4.08am now and I have not gone to sleep. I think i'm suffering from insomnia o.O Oh yes. Read Judith's blog and everytime I do, I get all touchy & sappy (what she usually says). Hahaha. I miss school ever so much. I miss greeting Ms Loke/Mr Tan every morning. I miss dragging myself all the way to level 4 with stones in my bag. I miss smiling and walking into class every Wednesdays. (English lesson 1st period. Heh heh heh) I miss pesterung LiJuan & YueJiao for sweets in the morning. I miss skipping (literally) to the water cooler and saying "hello" to everyone else on my way there. I miss looking into the other classes everytime I go to the toilet, thinking "HA HA HA! POA." or "HA HA HA. BIO!" I miss Sam Soo and his bedek banyak stories. I miss running into anyone and everyone while making my way to the canteen. I miss going to the General Office to look for Henry Kwek. I miss rushing to the library after school in order to get seats. I miss ogling at the OKAY looking teachers. (seriously, there are only about 2/3) I miss gossiping about teachers/students/school attendants.

I miss EVG.